Forgotten and remembered

Realized today I wrote something that I completely forgot to publish. And I strangely feel quiet distant from this. Sure I'd have written it, but hard to believe I can repeat that in the future in the same form and style. Original plan has slipped out of my mind I guess, but the underneath remains ...

Effects have no cause

Disappointments have no reason

Efforts have no meaning

And life has no purpose

And I sit down and retrospect

Thinking of me and the rest

Things that have been neglected

Things that were in disguise

And then I see another light

All strong and bright

And chase it all night

Never to get to the white

But then I think again

Well, does it even matter

Was the result I waited for

Or was this journey better

The cycle goes on

For ever and for long

This mystery may solve

These questions may dissolve

I wait for that to happen

Anxious and longing

But until that’s not happening

Life’s for living